Pillow
When I was eight, I got a lavender
unicorn pillow for Christmas.
I waited with big bright eyes like saucers.
It arrived in a brown cardboard box.
with a smile on the side that could seal my fate.
At first, I didn’t know what was inside.
I was disappointed in the wrapping job, because
my parents hadn’t wrapped it. Once I had opened the
box, I held the pillow up like a trophy. I squealed
in excitement. I was shocked at the gift I had gotten.
It was a big step up from the forgotten dreams of
gifts that I didn’t get, and never would, from my past.
When I was eight, my hopes and dreams could
all be met by a simple package from from Amazon,
with the gift I wanted the most.
I ran to my room afterwards so that I could
sleep with my unicorn pilow pet, that back then
was soft as a million feathers. That unicorn
was the center of my universe, my most
beautiful moment in life.
Sunny Afternoon in The Spring
It was an average sunny afternoon in the spring. The students patiently awaiting for the teacher to speak. Excitement radiates off my mere existence.
Weβre sitting at our desks. Wood shiny and worn underneath. Spelling notebooks out. At the front of the room there is a slideshow about word definitions.
The teacher, austere yet unwaveringly kind, reads aloud. Her voice reasonant throughout the room asking the class what the word is for someone who is very giving. She asks, yet no response. Many students sit at their desks, puzzled.
I sit at my desk with my red notebook and suddenly a lightbulb goes off in my head. Generous. The word about giving to others. I knew the answer yet I did not speak aloud, I had already answered a definition that day and I was sure that there must be another word for giving, so I let that word opportunity go.
The teacher finally gives up on out knowing and finally says,βGenerous.β I sit at my desk in stunned silence. Iβd let an opportunity to show off my skills go to waste because I didnβt want to be seen as a show-off. I was disappointed, but it was only an average sunny afternoon in the spring.